Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Life goes round and round

Cleaning the toilets, picking up toys, laundry, making meals. Life foes round and round without you even realizing it. Who was it that said life is what happens... Oh, I don't remember now but I think it was a Beatle.

Puppy is almost two years old with a mouthful of teeth. Still so so sweet and yummy. At one point in the last few months I had to wonder if boobies feel like babies bottoms, because if they do then I definately understand the fascination. I love puppys heiny! Not in a weird way, in a yummy want to bite it way. It sounds weird but it really isn't. I swear.

I have been working a full commissioned position now for 10 months. I took a draw for 7 months and have been paying it back for the last three months. This will be the first month I make any cash from this venture. At least I can now see what it's like & what it will be like. I know what I need to survive & it will take some getting used to but it's a hard transition. This isn't the strongest market & I am just now learning the ins & outs to supporting myself with commission. I'm not sure it's for me. I'm afraid I will have to put in a great deal of time to make what I would like to make. Right now isn't the time for me to do that with puppy so young. Once he's in school I'll have more time to dedicate to my career but I don't want to lose these very important years. I'll find my place.